ormorfi kopela

Some people may wonder what Ormorfi Koepla means...well, it means Beautiful Girl in Greek. Why Greek you ask? I know looking at me, I don't look like I have an ounce of Greek in me, but you'd be wrong. My Morning (grandma...) is half Greek and i absolutely love the fact that I have Greek blood running in my veins. its not a lot but there's some in there.

Why did I name my blog this? Well growing up I was often told I was ugly and if I wasn't being told I was ugly, whenever I had a crush on a boy, they always went for one of my friends...ANY one of my friends...and awesomely enough my friends always dated them. Back in 2005-2006 I actually got the word "Ormorfi" tattooed no my lower stomach but in Greek lettering and I adore it. Words cannot express how good it makes me feel every time I see it.

Right now my life isn't going exactly how I planned (really, when does it ever?) and I have been feeling really down on myself. So i though, why not name your blog the same thing that makes you smile each and every day. so here we are. Ormorfi Kopela because I am a beautiful girl, if not on the outside I am on the inside.

Today was a really rough day for me and I couldn't tell you what it was. Maybe it was reading old emails from the ex who still has my heart, maybe it was being alone in the house all day, maybe it was because I over slept....I really couldn't tell you. All I know is that today was terrible. So terrible,as much as I wanted to cry it all out, I couldn't. I just felt numb. Like I was in some altered world that didnt exist. Like I didn't really exist. Lucky for me I have the worlds best puppy who always seems to know whats wrong. Just when I was about to curl up in bed and take my 3rd nap of the day, he was at my door whining to get in. As soon as I let the little one in he jumped up on my bed and snuggled in. Which is not like him. Yes, he likes to snuggle. But he is normally very content with being snuggled up to your legs. Not this time. He came in and curled right up to my chest and just made my life so much better. I really don't know what people would do without pets like that.

I hope everyone else had a great first day to a brand new year!